Not really worse, more self-conscious of it. ***hugs and loves*** Funny thing about your birthday party though: in my mind, I was late. I'd intended on being totally ready earlier in the day yet still having the food warm at the right moment, yet I mistimed stuff so I was scrambling to get there when we did. Just goes to show how we, well I, can make our own hell by deciding something "has to be" a certain way.
For me, it goes back to the Theatre Director at Sacred Heart Academy. His axiom was, "Early is on time. On time is late. Late is wholly unacceptable."
I've got a long road to letting go of perfectionism...
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Date: 2006-10-11 09:31 pm (UTC)For me, it goes back to the Theatre Director at Sacred Heart Academy. His axiom was, "Early is on time. On time is late. Late is wholly unacceptable."
I've got a long road to letting go of perfectionism...