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I am liking my busy Tuesdays.

Even though I am getting used to going to RWCC rehearsals, I still feel socially awkward. A lot of members know one another already. Sometimes I talk to people, sometimes I just stand around being glad to be out of the house. The singing is fun and worthwhile. When I do talk to people, the conversations seem to go well. I like those I've talked to. I think I need to realize that wanting to be friendly does not erase my decades of awkwardness. Ah well. I know I'll keep getting practice with that as I keep going to rehearsals.

The ADF study group I am a part of shifted their meeting times since another member and I get out of our other commitments at 9pm. We've been starting to study Welsh. I think, despite my tendency to dabble and not progress past a certain point, that I am something of a language geek. Granted, I am likely many times over a geek of various sorts. Anyhow, the late start makes for late evenings out, but I don't mind that. Sure, I'm tired driving home. It reminds me of when I used to spend evenings up with friends back at Oswego. For as much as I have changed as a person since then, I fondly look back on those memories.

I was supposed to have a therapist appointment today. Even though I was tired and cranky when I woke up, even though the weather was crappy, I got to Unity on time. Ten minutes after I checked in, the people at the front desk said my therapist was running ten minutes late. Mind you, I need to get the car back in time for mechanchaos to leave for work. Once my watch said it was a half hour after my appointment was supposed to start, I went to the front desk to say I needed to leave. As they were refunding my co-pay, she comes in apologetic. I explained the situation and remembered to reschedule before heading out. I can understand getting caught in traffic in crappy weather, but the whole situation makes me wish I'd stayed in bed and canceled from home... Ah well. At the very least, it made me feel more responsible to get there.

I seem to be going through a lazy period. From what I'm reading on my friends list, I get the impression that I'm not the only one feeling tired or unproductive. Here's hoping I can pop open a can of motivation soonish.