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[felicula]

http://almostfamous801.livejournal.com/176640.html

This... is why I am shaking and crying right now.

I loved her. As a friend. As more than a friend.



I was a fucking bad friend.

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[mooncove.livejournal.com]

So sorry to hear about your loss. And you're not a bad friend. I lost a beloved friend/almost-boyfriend almost exactly a year ago, and I still regret all the things I didn't do or say. I think everybody does when they lose someone. There's always something more we could have done, especially when someone passes so young and unexpectedly. Maybe it's too soon for you to think about this, but my late friend has communicated with me through a medium since that time and it's been a great comfort. I often feel his presence (especially in the two months or so after his death). So I believe it's not too late to tell your friend how you feel and that she can hear you and understands.

*hugs*

[blackfelicula.livejournal.com]

*hugs back*

What you said about how there's always something more we could have done: I needed to hear that.

I have already felt her presence today. Still, the shock of it is still reverberating through my system.

Thank you.